hmmm i should b feeling damn happy cause i m 18 years old n a day old now right? but i m feeling damn lousy. some thing hit me n make me feel bad. let me udate about yesterday first. thanks polar bread gs n bun celebrating my birthday with me. n also those who wishes me happy birthday n those who got me present. thanks alot. de princess is very happy. =D went to orchard to shop shop n got neo print taken. it has been quite a long time since i took neo print ya. some more today take with 3 of my best friend. thanks u guys. n de food at marche or village is damn nice. hmmm what happen after that i don't think i wanna mention. in de end we sit in de coffee bean n drink drink. so sweet of them to get me a piece of chocolatety cake. yummy yummy. thank u guys man. talk talk slack slack n talk cock. n drink some n got home after that. when reach home online a while. some thing hit me. badly. assesment result out. haiz. i got lousy marks ya. i m scared. very very scared. cause i get into nafa so i can get into vc. i really wonder if i never got into vc how. i know i can try to get interested in which course i m post to. but i really really hope i can study vc lo. now leave my mind very very messy. haiz. how i wish louis is here with me. i know he also feel not good now. but what i can say is thanks alot dear. yesterday u call me from japan. so sweet of u. just to say happy birthday to me. now listening to de shit song u sing for me. hope u n i will feel better. =) 1:53 AM