louis look so ... make me feel sad n don't know what to do. i hai him de lo. =( some more i m so unreasonable. ask this ask that. =( when i call him i can't get through. i ... i don't know how to describe de feeling. just feel very very very down. today went out with kit n polar. was quite happy. but i m quite quiet. cause i m thinking about my louis. worry about him. just don't know why. whole person just can't concentrate. n so sway spend 7 bucks drinking some sucky soup. which make my heart so pain. =( but really thanks polar for getting me de instant soup. i m drinking it now. so sweet of u. n i got my lifesaver sweets. de organic one. taste not too bad. kit got her tigger. when she caught it we were very happy lo. hahahaha. from a =( to a =D! she is a tigger crazy man. pokar play de time crisis. she is crazy man. better than those guys. after concert louis parents come vivo to fetch me. n we went to lau pat sat. n had our "supper" taste yummy! now louis should b lying down on bed thinking ba. how i wish i m beside him now. i feel so... haiz. sorry louis. 1:14 AM